I let my guard down, how stupid.
All of the sweet smiles and lies made me believe,
I felt like I belonged and that, some how, by some stroke of luck;
I had finally gained a family.
I got comfortable and I thought all was good.
Oh God, how I was wrong...
All the walls that I thought was secure, shattered.
The masks of happiness dropped,
and I was left alone crying and hurt.
I knew who I was dealing with,
but I hoped people could change.
All I can do now is see where I made my mistakes,
and harden myself again once I reach the end of this bottle.
I refuse to make the same mistakes again.
I let my guard down, I was stupid,
