Arrrrgghhh!!!

Why can't what you imagine come true??

I saw you sitting across the way minding your own business and ignored your good looks.

And than I see you again sitting across the way the next day.

Both times I met you were by coincidence, and I knew that, hence the reason ignored you agian.

But why did you have to mess it up?!!!!

If only you had mind your business like the last time, I would not be interested in you now.

If you didn't notice me and did not call out to me to ask a question.

I would not be here wondering who you are!!!!

And as much as I hate it, I can't wait to see you agian.

It would be simpler to just walk up to you and just say "Hey I think your incredibly handsome."

Then be done with you.

But no. 

Life does not work that way so now I'm sitting here with thoughts and questions about you!

God I just hope all of these thoughts will disappear tomorrow.

And I so hope we don't meet agian or have a conversation.

Because it will just be maddening. Just when I say I'm done for now, I turn ans see you.

Hopefully blogging about it releases these emotions.

RWAR!!!!

 Side Note*

Don't forget to tell me your story (by sending a email) at tell.me.your.stories.here@gmail.com 

I really want to know your story, and if you want to be anonymous just send me a email using this http://send-email.org/

And you will be completely anonymous =^3. So please share a story with me.

What you have faced, been through, going through, feeling, and etc. just relax and let me know =^)

Darn...Why you of all people?!

How could this happen?!

When I said I was done with all of those complicated relationships in my life,

WHY did you walk into my life!!?

We have been friends for a couple of years now, and I never felt anything towards you.

But that moment I made the mistake of inviting you to the movies

all my unknown feelings came rushing out for you, and all the idiotic things you do.

Now I can't get your face out of my head and your name out of my conversations!!!

And the harder I try to deny what I feel for you, the stronger I crush on you.

 You completely threw me off my own track and pulled me into yours...--_--

It's frustrating that there is still a person in the world who could still do that to me;

And out of billions of people, 

It just had to be you?! O_O

RWAR!!!!

 Side Note*

Don't forget to tell me your story (by sending a email) at tell.me.your.stories.here@gmail.com 

I really want to know your story, and if you want to be anonymous just send me a email using this http://send-email.org/

And you will be completely anonymous =^3. So please share a story with me.

What you have faced, been through, going through, feeling, and etc. just relax and let me know =^)   

Are you happy now? I'm gald if you are...

I must be a hypocrite. I provide advice to other people, but when it comes down to it my body doesn't follow it. I wonder why that is... I was careless when shown a mirage of false happiness, all precautions and walls that were set up; were weakened.
And once I was completely defenseless and foolishly happy; the betrayal hit me.
The pain was almost unbearable to handle, but it was the sadness and anger that kept me standing until a small piece of control was regained within. The stupidity that once held my mind was released
and I understood where I went wrong.
I'm sorry. I made the mistake, and the trust that I foolishly placed on you has been removed.
Do not worry, because I will not make the same mistake again.
In the end, I thank you, for imparting this new piece of wisdom on me.
It will never be forgotten.

Zero

Boredom has finally overwhelmed me into this post, can you believe it? But I guess I was going to have to make a post at some point in life huh, why not let it be at this moment. But any who I have been laying in bed for the last (hmm..) 40 minutes, trying to slip into my sweet release called my dreams. BUT guess what!! Sleep has been annoyingly evading me this whole time, so I was laying there and I suddenly thought I should make a post. Why? I have no idea, truthfully I just don't care either way. But a quick update on my life is my concision (no that's not right cousin {oh auto spell your so silly}) has come to our house for shelter; well she actually visiting. But I realized I have a timed patience bar for each individual person. What does that mean?! Well it means that when I'm in the prescience of another human being they have a time limit on staying on my non-annoyed side, to stay on that side they must gain more points/time by making me laugh, talking, etc.; but most importantly they must not annoy me. My cousin is failing greatly to stay on that side. OH YEAH I'm starting my school summer reading (which consists of 3 books), which really sucks because I've read at least 67 different books this whole summer and none of them were the books that my school assigned. But since I'm talking about books, the books that I'm currently planning on reading is Jules Verne Complete stories, Sherlock Holmes Complete stories, and the Myth of Sisyphus. That should be fun. No really it will be fun. I've also just noticed that when ever I make a post I feel compelled to make it incredibly long (it just gives me a satisfied feeling). But this looks really long some I'm going to stop right about now.

RWAR!!!!

The Great Escape!

Welll its been a very long time since my last post. I have no idea why, but for some reason I was never motivated enough to actually post anything here. But I realized if I have this then I might as well use it, so that is the reason behind this post; No, there will be no deep psychological words that is hidden in this 1st 2012 post. Why? Because it's just not needed. So these past two years have been extremely hectic for me, I have gone through a lot of hardships each day, and I must say I'm satisfied with how I came out of it all. Everything that have been seen, heard, felt, and experienced have some how shaped me, into the person that types this blog at the moment. I have also become a senior! When just two short years ago I was just a sophomore. Annd I have gained a lot of things and have lost a lot of things, (and since nobody really cares about what I have lost) so I might as well share what I have gained =^P:
13 things that I have gained these 2 years

1. Amazing friends
2. Record player/ Records (YES those huge vinyl discs! Jealous aren't you ;^D)
3. Guitar
4. Psp/ xbox 360/ games
5. College experiences
6. Great books to read on meh free time
7. Cameras!
8. Ipod classic
9. This laptop
10.  Goals and Proprieties
11. A "I don't give a f+++" attitude towards life/ misfortunes
12. Family 
13. A job

Whew that list making took half of my cran-grape juice! So I'm going to stop this post now, there may be more updates on my life, mayyyybeee..... =^d. But anywhooo I'll try to keep up to date to date with this blog =^P

RWAR!!!!