Are you happy now? I'm gald if you are...

I must be a hypocrite. I provide advice to other people, but when it comes down to it my body doesn't follow it. I wonder why that is... I was careless when shown a mirage of false happiness, all precautions and walls that were set up; were weakened.
And once I was completely defenseless and foolishly happy; the betrayal hit me.
The pain was almost unbearable to handle, but it was the sadness and anger that kept me standing until a small piece of control was regained within. The stupidity that once held my mind was released
and I understood where I went wrong.
I'm sorry. I made the mistake, and the trust that I foolishly placed on you has been removed.
Do not worry, because I will not make the same mistake again.
In the end, I thank you, for imparting this new piece of wisdom on me.
It will never be forgotten.

Zero

Boredom has finally overwhelmed me into this post, can you believe it? But I guess I was going to have to make a post at some point in life huh, why not let it be at this moment. But any who I have been laying in bed for the last (hmm..) 40 minutes, trying to slip into my sweet release called my dreams. BUT guess what!! Sleep has been annoyingly evading me this whole time, so I was laying there and I suddenly thought I should make a post. Why? I have no idea, truthfully I just don't care either way. But a quick update on my life is my concision (no that's not right cousin {oh auto spell your so silly}) has come to our house for shelter; well she actually visiting. But I realized I have a timed patience bar for each individual person. What does that mean?! Well it means that when I'm in the prescience of another human being they have a time limit on staying on my non-annoyed side, to stay on that side they must gain more points/time by making me laugh, talking, etc.; but most importantly they must not annoy me. My cousin is failing greatly to stay on that side. OH YEAH I'm starting my school summer reading (which consists of 3 books), which really sucks because I've read at least 67 different books this whole summer and none of them were the books that my school assigned. But since I'm talking about books, the books that I'm currently planning on reading is Jules Verne Complete stories, Sherlock Holmes Complete stories, and the Myth of Sisyphus. That should be fun. No really it will be fun. I've also just noticed that when ever I make a post I feel compelled to make it incredibly long (it just gives me a satisfied feeling). But this looks really long some I'm going to stop right about now.

RWAR!!!!